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Date / Time : Saturday, 6 August 2011 / 06:51
Heelo ppeps ! Its been long since i ever re-blog it . Me grew to know better around the world and learn how to be me . He is no longer in me book and he is HISTORY . He found his true lovee, me give blessing . No point waiting . Coz' when i found out he loves her more than me , i knew that i had no choice bhut to let go . This is the test of life . A sun will shine after the rain and im sure there is still many guys out there for me.
Smile while i could and live while i can. I'm a good pretender , I fake a smile to cover my pain and sorrows just to keep people from asking wtf exactly happens. You could freaking cry a river bhut just rmb to build a damn bridge and get over it . What we girls need is a guy that would be there for you when you need them and not a guy that thinks being with you is a waste of time.
I'm disappointed with myself and you. You said you'll love me. And told me to believe.
STUPID ME .
Labels: Life's never fair .
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Date / Time : Sunday, 19 June 2011 / 08:27
Hmms , today is quite okie, everything seems fine and I patched back wit Cheryl but sometimes I wonder, if she patched back wit me is cause that there's only Rachel another girl helping her.. Now she knows the fact, I'm sabotaged, she though apologize but our friendship has decreased a bit to not veh close , maybe it's karma? I dunno/:? I wonder, is it true that all the others are helping that's y she did this /: but maybe not (: PaoYee huh PaoYee , I dun mean to say u here but please! Stop Being like this . U gain nothing u know? Ppl may hate u ! Stop all this! But I still wished to be friend wit u cause I think u dun really meant it? Hmmms, hope so. I treasure friend most ! And now , I'm touched by my friends .. Though I dunnO them well but they stay by me , yeah , love them <3 touched ! A true friend knows the first tear, sees the second, catch the third.
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Date / Time : Saturday, 18 June 2011 / 08:16
Terrible day /: Betrayss are awful /: I'm being sabotaged and yet they chose to believe her, guess wat? Twoyears going three years of friendship vanished just like that. She trusted her /: One month friend huh?! Two sided face crickets! Hurts me ya noe?! I loved u as friend and i get this repay /: Quite good service? How would the fuck would i say ur freaking secrets out?! Cant u think?! Chose to listen one side?! TAts it. U dun believe me. the years of friendship are just materialistic. Nth else. Or maybe rubbish . Blissful friendship ? I say vice versa. U dun trust me ! Tats wat sisters are for? for just a one month friend and u say bye bye to our friendship /: Holy shitss , Holy shots /: Get a life.
Labels: A true friend have trust . /:
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Date / Time : Friday, 17 June 2011 / 07:22
OMG!! U cant believe what happen !!! AHHH blowing my heads off! Just now HE talked to me on fb randomly and i asked HIM why suddenly talk den HE say HE missed me <3 And i say i dun believed HIM and HE asked me who i like and i asked HIM to guessed but he got wrong coz he says my dearest boy bestfriend Mickkel :DD Den i asked him to tell me first and he say if he were to say MEEEE !!!! AHHHHHH !! FML!!! Im going lucky or wat ?! OMG!!! <33333 Im dying of happiness maaaaan ! JUst for this word! HE may not be mine but im dying to be his ! OMG ! kill me :O IM convinced im deeply in-loved wit tat ass!
Labels: Baby ., Ur the sweetest little addiction
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Date / Time : Thursday, 16 June 2011 / 07:32
Today, i have a good good day! Enjoying with Mickkel ,Doreen and Andy! HAHA! We played till we went mad maybe! Yeah, friends are always forever but boys are just whatever :/ They dun really cares bou you like how much you do, they flirts around leaving u sulking ur thumb :o HAte it like this, but what can you do ? This life maan! <<< Doreen's favourite :DD the maaaan! LOL Sometimes i do miss the time i had with him but its all past no point clinging to it, but stll, those are the memories i'll nvr want to forget ! confusing eh? How :oo!! If only, he loves me (: But its okie! We got to go through all this :DD The growing stage? Somehow HAHA! Cheh i think im mature :D True ? HEH! Smiles on ^~^
Labels: Dun give a damn if he dun give u any (:
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Date / Time : Wednesday, 15 June 2011 / 08:06
Just ended the calls I had wit doreen , I finally found the bestie fer life ! LOL! Cheh, I'm missing you.. I want to meet u, see you, but I know all this wont happen..coz u liked her :X I wished u were mine (: I'm dreaming of u almost every night.. One time, I dreamt u die fer me. But it's not reality, it's dream. You may never know how much u have meant but let me tell ya, I'm tat kind of girl that will give up the whole universe just to see u smile((:
Labels: Peanutsss XD
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Date / Time : Tuesday, 14 June 2011 / 06:34
Today, I went out wit my new awesome bff,Doreen! We had alot of fun all the way till the night and we went fer " shopping" and got many beautiful things and I loved it alot ! But one sad thing happen, When we were "shopping"At the fair price , we got caught D: it was so awkward when we walked into the back door of the fair price and had to pay fer it.. Thanks to Doreen sweet mouth they did not inform our parents! Phew ! But afterwards things went quite smoothly and we did enjoy wit our hearts! :DDD lalala! Happy day ! LOL! XD
